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I am what people refer to as the higher self. We all have our our own higher self. It is best to hear what my lower self has to say. I may only use the term lower self once.
The remember the first time I connected with my higher self. Since then my whole life has been a synchronisity. Ive had many coincidences, and coincidences within coincidences. It started at night when I was meditating. I tapped into the mind of god. He was telling me to write down the numbers 149. So I started to write it. I written it about 1000+ times, the same number, filling 3 sheets of paper. While writing it, I could hear my higher self saying. Keep writing, look at the numbers, what are they saying to you? I kept listening while writing, then all of a sudden, after writing and staring at the numbers. I had a realization, that I was god. I dropped the pen, and it rolled off the table. I realized there was noone but me. I stared at my Jesus photo on the wall, and talked with him for a while. To be honest it was s lonley feeling. Because I felt like the only man on earth. I was then able to speak with my higher self. He said, "nothing is real" . I dont believe you, I can see my wall, it is real! Its not real. What about the people I love? The people you love are not real. What about me? Your not real. But I love my family, I said. But they are not real, you need to stop lying to yourself, they are not real.
And that was basically the conversation. My higher self answered every question I asked with "its not real"
My higher self always gives me the perfect guidance, and is affected by negative judgements. And cares about the ugliness going on in the world. He told me to tell you, he loves you. He said I love them. People reading this also have higher selfs, and the best way to connect, just depends on who you are. The 149 technique worked for me. And my higher self said it will work for you. Say a prayer before you try it.
The remember the first time I connected with my higher self. Since then my whole life has been a synchronisity. Ive had many coincidences, and coincidences within coincidences. It started at night when I was meditating. I tapped into the mind of god. He was telling me to write down the numbers 149. So I started to write it. I written it about 1000+ times, the same number, filling 3 sheets of paper. While writing it, I could hear my higher self saying. Keep writing, look at the numbers, what are they saying to you? I kept listening while writing, then all of a sudden, after writing and staring at the numbers. I had a realization, that I was god. I dropped the pen, and it rolled off the table. I realized there was noone but me. I stared at my Jesus photo on the wall, and talked with him for a while. To be honest it was s lonley feeling. Because I felt like the only man on earth. I was then able to speak with my higher self. He said, "nothing is real" . I dont believe you, I can see my wall, it is real! Its not real. What about the people I love? The people you love are not real. What about me? Your not real. But I love my family, I said. But they are not real, you need to stop lying to yourself, they are not real.
And that was basically the conversation. My higher self answered every question I asked with "its not real"
My higher self always gives me the perfect guidance, and is affected by negative judgements. And cares about the ugliness going on in the world. He told me to tell you, he loves you. He said I love them. People reading this also have higher selfs, and the best way to connect, just depends on who you are. The 149 technique worked for me. And my higher self said it will work for you. Say a prayer before you try it.
I can see instant negative judgements. I dont have to try hard to read the future. There will be floods and storms. I am not happy with this. and remember, those who throw negative comments only temporarily block my higher self, karma will swing right back round and bite your asses bitches. And if you are not scared, you should be. That is a message from my infinite self. And I really apreciate the people who listen. You are held up high in my heart.
any questions will be answered . I ask negative comments to be removed. it creates a whirlwind of judgement and people get sucked into the hypnostising negative whirlpool. Remember, the eyes of god are everywhere. Judge ye will be judged :l
any questions will be answered . I ask negative comments to be removed. it creates a whirlwind of judgement and people get sucked into the hypnostising negative whirlpool. Remember, the eyes of god are everywhere. Judge ye will be judged :l
I don't really wanna comment on your threads as I have nothing good to say and can't even get through the ops tbh, negative comments shall not be removed as people will not be censored and have a right to their opinions.

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Their seems to be no point to life?
what is the point?
DAY 1
I wake up
i make a cup of tea
i place some trades
make another cup of tea
my daughter comes home and tells me about here day
we hug and giggle
i do some training
my partner comes home and we all eat talk and laugh
we watch a movie and tease the cat
have a walk in the garden with a warm mug of tea
put daughter to bed and tell her she is the best girl on the world
go to bed with wife and talk about a holidays a new car i may buy how she is and things about the future etc
we have sex
we talk
we sleep
DAY 2 (tuesday)
we do it all again with slight differences to day 1
You see it all seems a bit pointless.
what is the point?
DAY 1
I wake up
i make a cup of tea
i place some trades
make another cup of tea
my daughter comes home and tells me about here day
we hug and giggle
i do some training
my partner comes home and we all eat talk and laugh
we watch a movie and tease the cat
have a walk in the garden with a warm mug of tea
put daughter to bed and tell her she is the best girl on the world
go to bed with wife and talk about a holidays a new car i may buy how she is and things about the future etc
we have sex
we talk
we sleep
DAY 2 (tuesday)
we do it all again with slight differences to day 1
You see it all seems a bit pointless.
Everybody has a parent who is god. It is easy to pick out which one it is. If you suspect it was your dad, and your dad has beat your mum, your mum probelly agreed to this before she came here, so that the gods may stay in disguise. LET THE WHOLE WORLD HEAR, EVERYBODY AND I MEAN EVERYBODY HAS A PARENT WHO IS A GOD IN DISGUISE. And the truth shall set you free. There is method in the madness, as my old man says. Life is just a big act. Dont you see? Everybody had heard the phrase there is no such thing as death. Noone dies, they leave there bodies before they die. The rest in an act. Suffering is happening, but not one person dies, its logic.
And there are so many other twists of life. There will be attacks on my message. That is demons working through people. Using hypnotism to guide you from the truth. It is not the people who are evil, it is is the source of the demons. You must ignore them, you must blank then. . In order to get anywhere in life. I can hear thank you s. This information is truly valuable and comes from God himself . I love you












