zegtelzegtel wrote:
New Earthman I wish you good luck man
but I have to say its not all about luck....you got to be strong, I think the weed will be the most hard...as you can smoke it all day long and its always nice.....alcohol is shit I dont like it very much, I know a lot of persons who died of that shit...accidents,diseases related to it....
when I wake up in the morning I really cant drink a beer or somethig other, but a little joint is always nice....and thats hard...try to stop smoking during the day....you will see that your first evening-joint is the best. The weed kills the motivation...

not trying to play the angel, I have days in my life that I start smoking weed in the morning...but other days I wil only smoke until I hve taken care of my stuff and done all my things...and then you came home, have a nice little dinner, some music and then a nice weed joint....thats the best I think...and then dtv!
Keep your head up man, if you believe in yourself everything will be ok...
Great advice from all !!!
First step is to cut out the morning and afternoon joint and just stick to one at night.
Right now is tough to stop that routine cause I'm not working and have too much time on my hands but I will hopfully be called out from the union for a job for a few months before I go to school...I need money pretty bad right now as well,which is another reason to kick the habbits.
I've planned to get serious for a long tome but things havent changed for so long that I am scared of being trully sober...and "walking without a cruch". Time will tell, until then I will just keep livin...