Brain Test

Sun May 31, 2009 10:45 pm » by **lainn**

yoursoulmate wrote:
lainn wrote:Soulmate.....youv'e casted me off into an abyss of self analyzation today....somehow it was the spark i needed and now it's carrying me to other places as well now....good fruit again....appriciated

you're welcome

Actually I came across this video while searching for something else, I'm kind of trying to get to my subconscious mind..to hidden memories, which are stuck in my head since I was a little child..Don't know how to describe, but I have the feeling, that my interest for alien life doesn't come out of nowhere..In the last months I tried to connect the dots and a lot of things started to make sense ..I think you know what I'm talking about...

i know......and no...not :scary:

....but wonderful.....when i get a glance into the portal of my self, and find split seconds of awarness....through the thought alone of simplictically existing.....in this 3D space we have labeled as reality....created ...by what is sufacing now through thought immersions and reaveling that we have created all of this....and when i say all ...respectively from human to the uknown insect....everyliving thing is experiencing this world...we have forgotten all this because we are human, we beleive that our immence ability to conceives thought, in human way, negates the other life form experience simply becuse we lable it as 'dumb animal' ...and become unaware of its inteligence , therefore hence its total right to exist, it is how socirty had been trained to accept slavery of any specie of human....to veiw them like the animal.... we have become distracted in the indugence of our senses and the manipulation of such.......then..we'll sit and debate within ouselves...if it's happening to us or not in the adasia between intuition and rational thinking(intuition =ing and beinging seriously connected to creation....it is what i trust and am still learning not to question in the moments my; granted, given, creative tool indulges within itself )......(the spinning ballarina silloette)(sp)...(oh well...clockwise...countercockwise)......the sensation melts everything away.....life is felt trully when seperated from it enough to be aware of the beauty of what it is.....in this moment i am allowed to feel fear.....there's a lightling storm.....sharp bolts of pure energy striking and leaves.....and allowing....the fact that i'm observing somthing absolutely beautiful, magical...leaves me without fear.....gives me the same sensation of stopping and just standing in the breeze and allowing my skin to indulge fully in itself........see.....Soulmate.....this one post has started that recognition of moment......it was place in the correct frame of timing that was only recognized the same endevor to veiw through the subconscious.....funny just that endevour alone is leading to places where there are crumbling walls of old beleif systems planted over centuries and generations to leave us; in its evelution, broken and tamed forgotten Etherial beings......yes....i kow what has happened to me is real....and it plays out in ways that baffle me and lead me to connecting dots without being concerned about providing proof for the satisfaction of others curiousty in their self explorations into their self contestments to those same old individual beleif systems firmly foundated in individual experiences and the application of preception to that....essencially..I am remembering thing i have forgotten...and i have accepted the fact that all of us only do just that for each other.....remind each other....constantly....in the fractles of our unseen conections.....this awarness leads to a place that has left ego....
...naked and left silent, or atleast corrected instantly, and allows the message to be absorbed or denied....see....for me...when we get to the point that we are appriciating our own experiences fully...we will find a respect to the promising properties in the appliciation to anothers.....when we see that beauty ...we will know and understand there is no reason to hurt or destroy another.....but yet we are conflicted with being human and must choose dark or light intent to survive..to procure...both connected....no absolute of any because one could not exist without the other......and then.....if so.....then....where does consiquence fit in?....and how beautifully intertwined we all are...... forgotten..and then that goes somewhere else...

......All deriving from this one intersecting point, 'your post' ,that is equated into existence through all the moments in your life...(that i would never know if we were not infesting this tool of shared thought together with others sharing the reminders)...that lead you to the monent of posting and leaving given application to those that resonate and gravitate towards it......Your experience connected to mine and surely others that create a infinite variety of thought procesess...(and then ...there....this becomes just another reminder to another that resonates and carry that thought unto another that might not ever choose to write and share.....i see the 1...(you will understand)...appearing)...all of this is connected to what has happened....and now the application of beleif is bringing astonishing and absurd self speculation.....beleif in the sense that i'm applying it to myself..taking it back for myself..i'm beleiving in things and observing them manifested quiker now...created..and without expectation to how it comes into being coordinated with what i'm invisioning.....i'm finding frequency and harmony are key factors in such..(i don't profess myself to be anything....i am only sharing without fear of prosicution because this fear has been tamed....and it has something to do with my intent in continuing to release my thoughts in this place....in the respect that anothers perception is foundated on anothers individual experience and beleif...i share regardless ....casting it out there for whomever without expectation to ever know and feel chuff with myself about it).....and it brings question marks to this around the corner polar shift ....and it's connection....anyway....i'll stop...we would needle bottles and bottles of wine for this Soulmate....my only desire to to bring the awarness that your experience and timing have given me much needed fuel of inspiration within the parenthisis of my experience and timing....sometimes what is shared means a whole lot more under the waves than at the surfice to each to each individuals individual soul.....we will learn to harnest that again.....and i know you all know and if you didn't....i'm just reminding you simply of something you already know.

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There are other facets as well that can be attempted to expression.......... but i know you follow......

Mon Jun 01, 2009 7:33 am » by **lainn**

jesus....hope i didn't scare you off Smate.....sorry i become a bit involved in the things i find to be intriguing.

Tue Jun 02, 2009 10:18 pm » by **yoursoulmate**

Oh no you didn't..don't worry...due to the fact, that I'm not a native speaker, it just took some time to fully understand ..your way of writing is so profound and the text had too much of value to just skim over it without getting the details...
I wished my English was good enough to express, what is going on in my head, although sometimes no language is able to do so...
It feels so good to know, that there are people who understand and the thought of sitting in front of each other face to face with no limit of time (and wine :mrgreen:

) is simply breath taking ..

Thank you for taking the time to share some of your thoughts with me ..it gave me a lot of courage, to accept my own, trusting my intuition without feeling like a shame for society...

Your Soulmate :wink:

Tue Jun 02, 2009 10:27 pm » by **Childhoodsend**

This makes me think about a "hemi-sync" process I read about in "Reading the enemys mind" a book about the stargate. psychic spy program. I would love to learn more about this, and find that left/right balance in myself. Those who are curious should scroogle away as I am not technically knowledgeable enough to explain well, nor inclined to do so. Oh... balance, and how we all seek, need, create, destroy, etc....

Of course all of this (points at the infinite megaverse) is about balance... or something.

Wed Jun 03, 2009 12:09 am » by **Tobygrey**

analytical

nice find :flop:

Edit : i had my girl taking a peek at it, and for her it was clockwise.

Wed Jun 03, 2009 12:23 am » by **Seahawk100**

Really cool! What's most interesting, is that we all see it in different ways. I watched the whole thing, and for me, She started by going counterclockwise, then changed to clock-wise, then counter, then clock, etc. She changes back and forth the whole time. the number of revolutions in each direction also changes and does not remain constant.

Thanks!

Wed Jun 03, 2009 12:31 am » by **Seahawk100**

O.K.- I just had to do it again.

This time it was the opposite- She started by rotating clock-wise, and then, etc.

I don't understand how this works, considering that we see it differently.

Does it always start at the beginning? Maybe it depends on how slowly or quickly it downloads from our individual servers??? I give up.

Cool anyway.

Wed Jul 29, 2009 6:47 pm » by **Earthangel2012**

lainn wrote:I did the same 7......i kept watching the reflection.....but then i started wondering...what that says about the veiwer..and how is that connected to the way in which we perceive other things?...if it's between creative and analytical....either way....2 dimentional information being translated into 3D.....reveals something about the veiwer.....it was all clockwise for me....and then at somepoint it started to rotate in the way i desired for it to go.....it's a bit of a mind f...k really.

Soulmate.....youv'e casted me off into an abyss of self analyzation today....somehow it was the spark i needed and now it's carrying me to other places as well now....good fruit again....appriciated

2 kids on opposite ends of a small hill with a circle drawn in the middle and darkness at the top

Wed Jul 29, 2009 7:52 pm » by **Shatnerswig**

verycool! hey how far into thie video did she start talking for you guys? :scary: