I need help in regards to visions, theosophy, and similar...

Mon Jan 23, 2012 4:39 pm » by **Poooooot**

Anyone who has some knowledge about Mme. Helena Blavatsy, "visions," "astral travelling," etc, I could really use your input.

Something is going on with me and I need help. I'm reluctant to just come-out with what is going on (unless I feel there are open-minded people to shed some light one what is happening) because of the backlash people feel when talking about such things.

I know this post is sort of cryptic, but if someone comments letting me know that they know a little (or a lot) on the above mentioned subjects, I will tell your what's going on and hopefully if you are so kind, you can help me figure this all out.

Thanks in advance, guys.

Mon Jan 23, 2012 4:47 pm » by **Constabul**

Know socks is good with dream interpretation. Hope all is ok, but take what any says with a grain of salt.
Nothing like good ole research done by yourself.

Good to see ya post again poooooot.

Mon Jan 23, 2012 4:48 pm » by **Thruster**

Careful, now.

Mon Jan 23, 2012 5:12 pm » by **Poooooot**

Well it's not so much of a dream as a "vision." I guess I should go back to the beginning. After reading my original post, I don't really give a whole lot of information to work with 9for anyone willing/able to help).

Basically, since I have been about 12ish, i don't really know my exact date, but it was around that time (approximately 18 years ago), I started getting the sense of a woman. For a while I had no name, no face, no nothing. I just "sensed" this woman. Then a few years later I got a name. Helen. Or Helene. Over the years it's become more clear to me that this name is a foreign name, and Helen or Helene is the best English translation of her name. Anyways, I never (and still don't) know exactly who she is, I've always just felt that she was either with me, or a part of me (but not actually me, if that makes any sense at all).

Anyways, throughout the years I've gone through family trees, wondering if My Helen (as I've grown to call her) was some past relative -- my grandfather's mother's name was Helen, but I barely knew her and she passed away when I was 17ish, after My Helen started "coming around" (for lack of a better way to explain). There have been a few other Helens in my family tree, but none of them really stuck out at me.

I've asked a few psychics throughout the years. One told me that it was Helen of Troy (total bullshit), one said it could possibly be a past relative but that she wasn't sure, and one told me that "I would find out when the time was right," and she wouldn't say anything else about it.

Fast forward to a few months ago, maybe about three or four months? I don't really remember exactly when, but when this happened, I had told otoel about it either the next day or a couple days later (sorry to "out" our friendship, oto!), so if you think I am making this shit up you can confirm with him... Anyways, a few months ago I was laying in bed, and I had the urge to sit up and face the window (which would also be facing East).

Now here's where it gets kinda weird... I am sitting up in bed and I get this really weird feeling. Almost like when your foot falls asleep, only it was my whole body and not as intense. And I felt almost tired, in a way. Like that relaxed feeling you get right before you fall asleep, but I was wide awake. It was weird. Anyways, I close my eyes and my head starts to look up at the ceiling (I'm not doing it, but I'm not forcing myself to stop, either. I wasn't scared, more curious and a bit excited)... Then I started to see something. It started out as like a yellow/orange misty kind-of fog... And in the distance I could see three pyramids, with the sun rising behind them. Because of the orangey/yellow tint of everything, and the sand everywhere, I can only assume it was the Giza pyramids, but I don't really know for sure. Anyways, I'm staring at these pyramids, confused about what was going on and excited at what was happening, then this short, stocky woman starts walking towards me. She had longer, curly/frizzy, reddish hair. As soon as I saw her, I just had this overwhelming feeling of love. I loved her, and I could tell she loved me. She came up to me and without saying anything, she gave me a hug. At that moment I thought, "This has to be my Helen."

Then it was over.

Sooooo, last Friday (the 20th) I was talking to Oto and he had mentioned something in an email that I had a compulsion to Google. Something kind of MADE me Google it. So I do, and this is the first link I click: http://esotericworld.net/

That woman, on the left... That is the woman that hugged me. I almost fainted when I saw her. At this point, I wasn't sure who she was or what was going on, so I read a bit about her. There is no mention of her first name on that page (that I saw), so I Googled Madame Blavatsky and i almost fucking fell out of my chair when I found out her first name. Helena.

Someone please tell me what is going on. there is no way this is all a coincidence. My Helen has been with me since I was a kid. I am now convinced that Mme Blavatsky is MY Helen... but I don't really know why, or how, or what, or anything.

Any information anyone can give me on her and her studies will be of a great help to me. i feel like it is my job to investigate this, but I don't really know where to start, nor do I know what I am supposed to be finding.

So, please, if you can, help me. :help:

Thanks.

Mon Jan 23, 2012 5:29 pm » by **Constabul**

I would say research all you can, I know you are looking for more, but As it all is subjective experiences, only you can find the truth of the matter. I do not know much about her other then what mentions Micheal Tsarion has made of her. He seems to have studied her works.
You may wanna start there, if you are looking for personal opinions of her, and her works.

I would suggest doing the same, Study. I've never had visions or out of body experiences, And quite honestly have become skeptical of claims of such.
But my skepticism is not the point. The point is, that none here will really be able to answer these questions. More so, they are going to give you a skewed view. Which may lead you around the may pole.

So I still stress my original sentiment of grains of salt.

Mon Jan 23, 2012 5:39 pm » by **Poooooot**

thank you for your input, constabul. And no worries about the skeptisim, if we all believed everything we read on here, we'd all have gone crazy a few times by now.

I'm not trying to convince anyone to believe me, i know it happened.

I have never heard of this Michael Tsarion. i will look into him, as well as researching Helena and her studies. It looks like I've got a lot of homework to do!

I wish I could find someone to explain to me what this all means, but I guess that would be too easy. :lol:

Mon Jan 23, 2012 5:49 pm » by **Poooooot**

If anyone else has any information to make my research any easier, or is able to steer me in a general direction, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Thank you. :help:

EDIT: I should also add that the psychic that spoke to me and said "I would find out when the time was right," also told me that I have healing capabilities and that I am destined to do great things. And before you scoff and roll your eyes, you should know that she also told me a lot about my life that had either been true at the time or has come true since (for example. she told me that I would end up with a man that I had known almost my entire life: my husband and I have known each other since the 2nd grade)

Mon Jan 23, 2012 6:36 pm » by **Iamthatiam**

Poooooot ! I will try and explain here, dear...

Let’s assume here your true name to be ‘Mary’, the name behind your account, from this point, let’s assume that by any means this account suffered from deletion, any means such as a problem on the server, or else….Most likely you will want to start a new account, as through this medium you had been learning and enjoying a wide variety of stimuli, or just information interpreted by your subjective pool of experiences, stored inside your psyche.
Therefore you ‘created’ another account to keep experiencing this whole wonderful amount of feelings and delightful interchanges of perceptions and perspectives...Let’s call it ‘Tut’ as an example; Now imagine that this ‘tut’ account start claiming here that previously s/he was ‘Poooooot’, before his/her ‘deletion’! See how it goes, it wasn’t about poooooot, or tut, or whatever all way long, but solely about MARY. Whom could pretty much have another ‘accounts’ inside completely different ‘sites’ (dimensions), simultaneously!!! :wink:

I have some published material here on DTV which might be of some importance in your quest that I will be reposting here in a while, besides of a whole lot of Theosophical intel, if you are searching for something else, specifically :flop:

Mon Jan 23, 2012 6:49 pm » by **Iamthatiam**

Theosophical University Press Online Edition

The Secret Doctrine

THE SYNTHESIS OF SCIENCE, RELIGION, AND PHILOSOPHY.

By H. P. Blavatsky

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Blavatsky’s masterwork on theosophy, covering cosmic, planetary, and human evolution, as well as science, religion, and mythology. Based on the Stanzas of Dzyan, with corroborating testimony from over 1,200 sources.

Originally published 1888. Theosophical University Press electronic version ISBN 1-55700-124-3 (print version and PDF version also available). Due to current limitations in the ASCII character set, and for ease in searching, no diacritical marks appear in this electronic version of the text.

This edition was corrected against the facsimile edition of 1888. Obvious errors, such as missing letters, have been corrected; otherwise it follows the facsimile edition — material not appearing there appears in double brackets [[ ]]. Hebrew characters are inserted as illustrations, but Greek text has been transliterated into italic Latin characters in double brackets. For further explanation of the conventions used, go to the Notes file.

You can read it online here : The Secret Doctrine

Mon Jan 23, 2012 8:18 pm » by **Poooooot**

Thank you, iamthatiam

I appreciate the help and the push in direction, but I don't quite understand the username analogy. Are you trying to say that me, as my life is right now, is just another "username" for my essence, or something? Sorry :headscratch:

I appreciate your time :hugging: