Paranormal Happenings

Sat Mar 16, 2013 12:58 pm » by **Harbin**

Something is different than it was before, but it is unclear what it is. Not that anything was all that clear before, before now.

What is now anyway ? Now is now it never stays put, now can't be grasped. You can study what just happened or plan plans, but now... Now is always slipping away, like trying to grab water. Now may not want grasping though, if NOW has any wants. Can NOW be personified ?

Seize the Day ? Ok, maybe after another cup of coffee, or after I get the laundry done, or maybe just later, sometime, when the mood strikes me.

That's another thing, this mood thing. Fuck. Happy, sad, aggressive....let's see what's on the menu today. Hmm, let's go with creative...

Sounds like a good idea, haven't had an original thought for who knows how long. All week, a month, longer ? :headscratch:

How long has it been. Too long apparently.

Being creative would require...now. Being in the now, seizing the day. "Carpe diem". Fucking carpe diem, :alien51:

..like I'm some fucking latin scholar. How do I even know that ? Probably some kind of linguistic mind screw like all the rest of it.

So, how is it different now, now that I still don't know what now means ? How is it that something important seems nearer that it did before ? A pressing matter of existential importance. Maybe it is not that important. May it is. But it is there, looming...well maybe not looming, but it is there and it is not definable, it is opaque. It is all around, but can not be seen clearly.

What is this thing ? Is is evil ? It is easy to think evil of something that is simply confusing. Do I WANT it to be evil ? Why would I want that ?

A showdown ? I want a fucking showdown with what bothers ME personally. I want a fucking shoot out with it, OK Corral style ! That's what I want. So then, the thing is not outside but within. Or is it ?

Coffee is ready and the dryer cycle is done.

Carpe diem.

Sat Mar 16, 2013 1:03 pm » by **Spock**

As soon as the sun rises, and the full swing of the day gets underway, these ponderings will seem ridiculous to you.

Sat Mar 16, 2013 2:51 pm » by **Harbin**

What have you forgotten, Spock ?

Sat Mar 16, 2013 3:57 pm » by **Cosmine**

That's the right mood,Bro!
:cheers: