What this all was is a grand lesson of love, a blue print if you will, for finding and excepting love in lonely times. We are all getting tired of being uninspired and constantly working for tomorrow only to wait for another tomorrow. How grand it is to follow your dreams and desires in an unfiltered, child like manner. It is refreshing to the soul to put your self in a vulnerable and risky situation in order to follow your heart. I knew after the first two weeks with Serious that I wasn't the "one" she was looking for but like her I still feel like I love her even tho we wouldn't make it in a relationship. I take great pride in my role or making her feel special and loved. I was just a gentle introduction to her new life of awareness. My short relationship with Serious was the best thing that ever happened to me and I will never regret it. I hope that we can be an example to others on how to follow your dreams and passion no matter what the obstacle!
Thanks buddy, I'm glad our story has touched you in some way.
Let me be totally clear...Serious never encouraged me to do anything! It was all me, she was only brave enough to except the idea. I chose her and courted her. She is an outstanding female and in no way manipulative. She has a very warm heart and is a loving mother.
NEM, Serious"ly I feel sorry and embarrassed for both of you.
However, you were warned, by many, repeatedly, and the blaMe is on both of you for making it all such an overtly public spectacle. Shameless it was. Brave and bold, but shameless.
Maybe you don't get it...I always knew what I was getting myself into and I embraced it as did Serious...There's nothing to be sorry or ashamed about. It was a beautiful experience and I could not have met a better woman...Case closed!
This has been a funny read for me this morning...I have discovered that I really don't give a shit about our modern society and technology; all I care about is love, without it I'm just and empty sack of gooey flesh, wandering around like a zombie looking for my next meal. I could die a happy man right now because I found love!
Hey Socks, it's not the big deal your making it out to be. I put myself out on the line because I have nothing to lose and I do exaggerate my naivete at times as I "play the fool", just because I am bored and unsatisfied with my mundane life. Meeting with Serious was the best experience I could have ever asked for and I'm proud of myself for doing it. I truly love her and wish her all the best. As for the internet scam I didn't lose anything and yes I was wrapped up in the fantasy of being special and desirable. You see I'm deeply unsatisfied with the everyday system of industrial progress that we have to live through in order to make a living and I crave extra ordinary experience. Maybe I needed that bit of inspiration to carry on with my life. At least now I know that I love love, one of the few passions I have left in this life.
Oh, and thanks for caring about me
Hey T2R's, you and Serious actually made me lmfao, even Low's and Sock's concern over me made me smile. I appreciate everyone and have no hard feelings. Serious and I already had a couple moments of closure with our time together, especially our goodbyes in Amsterdam. I made that video as a solute to Serious and a closure to our short but passionate relationship. She has raised the bar for me and I thank her!
No bad feelings from me towards anyone!
Thanks Mr. 6, my hats off to you. I do feel like I accomplished a goal of inspiring others through the experience of finding my own inspiration. Like Serious I have a totally different view about how life should be and it involves returning to nature and self sustainability, this is what I admire most about her, that what drew me towards her like a magnet. We are both dreamers and revolutionists living humble lives. I don't have a clue what's next for me, I'm living day by day, but at least I have a good job that I can always turn to. Still I feel like there is another adventure just waiting for me around the corner, time will tell...