Devin, my 9D guide, has told me many times that it is much harder to play the role of a villain than it is to play the role of a hero.
Read more: posting.php?mode=reply&f=6&t=79540#ixzz29AVNKC9BI'm sorry NEM but i have to do a PACMAN on you.
So please don't try and save me. PLease save you from yourself.
Fucking hypocrit. New age nonsense, this coming from the guy hitting on me with Anastasia and also the same guy afraid of coming on an airplaine because it might crash. And also the same guy starting this whole online LOVE thing for the sake of spreading it, because he tought the world was coming to an end in 2012?I never once said I thought the world was going to end in 2012 but if for some reason I die I know I can die happy for finding and pursuing love. We are always one breath away from death.
I never "used" Anastasia to hit on you, it's what drew me to you!
Seriously F U right now. Thank you for highlighting that, i actually filtered that the first time i read the whole thing. Thank You. AND FUCK YOU TOO.
I need to let al this fucking anger out in order to grow. YES thanks for the reminder.
I have been so fucking patient with you. I have even played your game on YOUR FUCKING REQUEST to reply to your DTV post even tho it didn;t feel right HENCE why i never actually said anything to actually confirm your so called TRUE LOVE, and i take full responsability for being the dumb fuck on that, thank you socks for stating the obvious. It was all you 'being romantic' NOR did i ever confrim this being TRUE LOVE on skype. THIS WAS ALL YOU WANTING ATTENTION. Same with the fucking song. remember me saying a hidden purpuse?I assure you there is no hidden purpose and certainly no game being played, these are my true emotions!
If you fucking love me in a romantic way, act up like a man and just fucking love me.I am.
And please start with yourself mister 'whatever makes you happy' I am already happy asshole. Even right now i am happy mad. YOU FUCKING DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. And stop blaming society and your fucking family, that are actually being the hero letting their 30 year old constant depressed son staying in their basement for free. I would be fucking gratefull for a mom like yours that actually cares for you. Spoiled brat. Its not mere the system. ITS YOU. fuck you for making fun of your overweight family too. selfrightious prick. show some fucking respect.I never once made fun of my family, I merely shared with you how I felt about it.
Thats right you wanted an online thing.
I stayed on the fence letting the online thing play out for fucking to long out of respect for your feelings. BEcause i can't lie. Thats right i hate fucking lying. I think your an pussy ashole. some fucking hybrid. PLease install a mirrir in your fucking brain. ALL OF THIS LOVE TOWARDS ME WAS MERE YOU WANTING TO GET SOME FUCKING CONFIDENCE. YOU HAVE ALL THE TOOLS TO GET SOME FUCKING CONFIDENCE> YOU ARE AWESOME> BUT YOU ARE A PUSSY ASSHOLE TOO.I already had confidence my dear and my feelings are free to be as they please, I can deal with it. My love for you is true!
And go ahaed make fun of me, make fun of my singleparent situation. You couldnt even make fun of my 8 year old daughter. SHE FUCKING OWNED YOU. You wouldnt even stand a change with her. Be my guest.
And you know what my community sevice job actually asked if I couldn't break another persons jaw so i could stay there. People love me because I love me. And I love them back. You are great everyone is great. We are all connected, US two too. AND YES I FUCKING BELIEVE IT. Why would I want to make fun of you or your daughter? That just doesn't make sense! I happen to have a lot of respect for you and your family. I have never said anything negative towards you.
So thank you. AND this fucking formula its great and i dont even care right now if i didnt play completely by the rules. But i do have a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart right now.I stand by my statment, it's complete I would say that to any one of my friends!
NEM I LOVE YOU. yes i might seem crazy, I am. I fucking love life. its crazy wonderfull. strange beautifull. fuck new age. I dont belive in god i know god. we all do. we all talk to him some without even knowing it. fuckint hate me for sayin it. i dont care. i fucking love myself. and you. Love you too!
Thank you for showing me the contract in wich i agreed that you would show me that i should never DOUBT MYSELF. And that i can follow my feelings. And that i don't need to save any other PUSSY ASSHOLE again. I am gratefull that i did in the past. And i am gratefull for all the friendships that i got from it. But most of all i am gratefull for myseff.. Im happy i solved that piece of the puzzleThere is no contract and there is no puzzle!
THANK YOUYour welcome