putting the pieces together

[Doguedaze Profile]

Hi everyone, I really dont know where to start with all but having visited this site for quite a while now I believe it may be the place to off load some strange occurences that have happened in my life, forgive me if it gets a bit long winded but I could do with other people s input as I dont think I could speak about this with family members. I will try to be as accurate as possible with times and keep it linear. The first recollection that has stuck in my mind is playing in a large field adjacent to our house, when I was about six in the south of Ireland, I was sitting down and for whatever reason two "people" came and stood in front of me, male and female, this I could only tell by their outline as they had no discernable features, I can only describe them as multi coloured ? I remember feeling fear but not being able to get up, one of them threw something in my face which at the time felt like sand, I had a feeling they took pleasure in this. That is all I remember of the incident. most of the other occurences took place in my teens and after, including at night been woken by a great weight at the bottom of my bed moving slowly up to my chest and when I would try to look it would go. repeating dreams of flying, been pulled up throught he roof and out over the street and being returned to the bedroom. One standout incident was at age 18 I attended a friends party on leaving the party at 1am I was walking home the next thing it is 6am and I am 15miles from home trying to break into a derelict shed and feeling scared to death. I walked home.
then through out my life I have experienced dreams where I am being carressed by multiple hands which felt sexual then being pinched and an overwhelming sence of pain follows. I have seen what I though was my childhood friends spirit in my room, he was killed on a motorcycle. The apparitiion had long blond hair ( my friend had long blond hair) naked with his back to me, although my friend was male , after I got a feeling that what was in my room was neither male or female. There have been many other things but I dont want to keep going on about it, this may just be bad dreams but maybe someone has another point of view.

take care all

[Mep630 Profile]

Hi everyone, I really dont know where to start with all but having visited this site for quite a while now I believe it may be the place to off load some strange occurences that have happened in my life, forgive me if it gets a bit long winded but I could do with other people s input as I dont think I could speak about this with family members.

I will try to be as accurate as possible with times and keep it linear. The first recollection that has stuck in my mind is playing in a large field adjacent to our house, when I was about six in the south of Ireland, I was sitting down and for whatever reason two "people" came and stood in front of me, male and female, this I could only tell by their outline as they had no discernable features, I can only describe them as multi coloured ? I remember feeling fear but not being able to get up, one of them threw something in my face which at the time felt like sand, I had a feeling they took pleasure in this. That is all I remember of the incident.

most of the other occurences took place in my teens and after, including at night been woken by a great weight at the bottom of my bed moving slowly up to my chest and when I would try to look it would go.

repeating dreams of flying, been pulled up throught he roof and out over the street and being returned to the bedroom. One standout incident was at age 18 I attended a friends party on leaving the party at 1am I was walking home the next thing it is 6am and I am 15miles from home trying to break into a derelict shed and feeling scared to death. I walked home.

then through out my life I have experienced dreams where I am being carressed by multiple hands which felt sexual then being pinched and an overwhelming sence of pain follows.

I have seen what I though was my childhood friends spirit in my room, he was killed on a motorcycle. The apparitiion had long blond hair ( my friend had long blond hair) naked with his back to me, although my friend was male , after I got a feeling that what was in my room was neither male or female. There have been many other things but I dont want to keep going on about it, this may just be bad dreams but maybe someone has another point of view.

take care all

Not to pick on you at all dude, but people please put some returns into your text so it is not one huge block of text.

Thanks!

I would say you have a very active imagination or your very 'in-tune' with spiritual entities around you...

[Lilith Profile]

including at night been woken by a great weight at the bottom of my bed moving slowly up to my chest and when I would try to look it would go.

The same exact thing happened to me when I was eleven. Do you remember the noises it made?
And I have also a lot of dreams of flying, but didn't think it was something extraordinary..or is it?

Well it sounds like you have been abducted, missing time is very typical for this, but I think you know that already

[Doguedaze Profile]

including at night been woken by a great weight at the bottom of my bed moving slowly up to my chest and when I would try to look it would go.

The same exact thing happened to me when I was eleven. Do you remember the noises it made?
And I have also a lot of dreams of flying, but didn't think it was something extraordinary..or is it?

Well it sounds like you have been abducted, missing time is very typical for this, but I think you know that already

Hi I dont really recall any noises with that incident, as for abduction I didnt want to mention it in case it seemed that I was jumping on the " bandwagon " although yes the thought has always been with me, thank you for your comment

[Svaha Profile Website]

An event or events led to the first experience you recall.
Sand means you felt not secure / safe at that time, you had to let go of something but did not want to.
The ego remembers every teaching (by parents, family, school and so on) to the age of (about) seven the entire life. So this was an important event in your life.
There is nobody pulling you out of your body but a part of yourself that was formed / born out of that first event.
Go back to this event, comfort your younger self, ask it to enter in your heart and take it with you into the now.

[Doguedaze Profile]

An event or events led to the first experience you recall.
Sand means you felt not secure / safe at that time, you had to let go of something but did not want to.
The ego remembers every teaching (by parents, family, school and so on) to the age of (about) seven the entire life. So this was an important event in your life.
There is nobody pulling you out of your body but a part of yourself that was formed / born out of that first event.
Go back to this event, comfort your younger self, ask it to enter in your heart and take it with you into the now.

Thank you for taking time to read my post and for your insight

[Nelusmc Profile]

When was the last time you've experienced that.

[Doguedaze Profile]

When was the last time you've experienced that.

Its always been occuring, sometimes it can be quite frequent and then it can be months with out incident, usually starts with sleeplessness, feeling of dread, this may not be related but 2 weeks ago myself and my wife went ot bed as normal, our two mastiff dogs sleep in the living room ( bad isnt it lol ) the next morning we found them both in the conservatory with the door locked and certain items that may have been a hazard to them moved and put ontop of the lounge table ? no sign of a break in or antthing missing. all these things have happened in different countries for the past 35 years

[Nelusmc Profile]

Have you ever done anything that has to do with the occult? Or seance , Wigi Board or anything that has to spiritual things, Spychic

[Doguedaze Profile]

Have you ever done anything that has to do with the occult? Or seance , Wigi Board or anything that has to spiritual things, Spychic

when i was in my teens we messed around with a wijia board but nothing came of it