Some deep insights about commiting suicide

Wed Aug 18, 2010 2:34 am » by **lamonema**

Not a day went by when i wouldn't ponder eating a bullet, then my son was born. Now i'm stuck in this shitty little world, due to guilt of hurting him forever. One should not be so selfish to assume it won't affect others. If my son had never been born i wouldn't be here. In finding that such thoughts are not the status quo, was quite surpriseing. Continueing the same mistakes and expecting differant results, i'm guilty of such a pattern. I've grown to realise that this mindset is insane, and very hard to keep at bay.

Wed Aug 18, 2010 2:52 am » by **Tinman4higher**

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Wed Aug 18, 2010 3:23 am » by **Fleshstorm87**

the title of this thread should be : "SUICIDE: COWARDS OR SELFISH??".......good topic tonight! happened to a good friend of mine today....kill yourself begin again lol.... :cry:

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fits the mood lol :banana:

Wed Aug 18, 2010 3:27 am » by **Fleshstorm87**

sorry... fail on the vid

Wed Aug 18, 2010 4:19 am » by **Thebluecanary**

When we were in junior high, one of my best friends was the one who found her grandfather after he ate his shotgun. He'd been suffering from depression since he was forced into early retirement by the company he worked for. Last Christmas, an old army buddy of my boyfriend had dinner with his wife, opened presents, walked calmly out into the living room and shot himself in the head while she was washing dishes. He had been diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor and was starting to get really sick.

I have contemplated suicide many times. Even tried it once, though thankfully not very effectively. I can admit 100% that there are circumstances where I would certainly kill myself, if I were terminally ill and losing quality of life. I think this is a personal decision. However, I think that if someone is going to off themselves they should have the decency to do so somewhere that someone who loves them won't have to be the one to find them and clean up the mess. Guilt and misery for survivors is bad enough in that case without having to actually see the aftermath. Just my opinion.

Wed Aug 18, 2010 4:41 am » by **Aragajag**

thebluecanary wrote:When we were in junior high, one of my best friends was the one who found her grandfather after he ate his shotgun. He'd been suffering from depression since he was forced into early retirement by the company he worked for. Last Christmas, an old army buddy of my boyfriend had dinner with his wife, opened presents, walked calmly out into the living room and shot himself in the head while she was washing dishes. He had been diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor and was starting to get really sick.

I have contemplated suicide many times. Even tried it once, though thankfully not very effectively. I can admit 100% that there are circumstances where I would certainly kill myself, if I were terminally ill and losing quality of life. I think this is a personal decision. However, I think that if someone is going to off themselves they should have the decency to do so somewhere that someone who loves them won't have to be the one to find them and clean up the mess. Guilt and misery for survivors is bad enough in that case without having to actually see the aftermath. Just my opinion.

Yep its the one who love are left to clean up most of the time. My bro inlaw gassed himself in a car to be found by his friend whos brother did the same thing one year before to the day. He left 4 children behind all under 5 years old, 2 to my sister and had an affair with a girl at work and had 2 to her. I would piss on his grave.