The balance between the power of many individs competing against eachother, and agreeing on a common coal, is true unselfishness without sacrificeing the individual urge to leave all others behind in the dust.
This is why I´m very lousy at violence, before it was almost a struggle not to snap.
Later years has made me realise it´s smarter to relax, if no way out I´ll kill, but most of the time there is a way out.
Been told by a Hindi priest that it´s my mission in life not to kill, I almost got manic on him, the right one to tell, they are tough bastards.
But he somehow got to my bone, so here I am left helpless.
He knew it would draw me to nice people, that I know, unvillingly.
So I will end up more happy, I´m just not trusting myself with people who mistreats anything without remorse.
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