The terra papers

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Well I've read the papers & watched the video's.

PRIOR to this new info I struggled with the concept of the nature of our God & the Bible as well as many issues with our history as we have been taught.

To let you know where I'm coming from I'll explain firstly what my beliefs were growing up as a child & early adulthood as I believe parental & cultural influences have a major role to play in whether we question what we are told.I literally had no preconceived idea's on god or religion as it was non existent in my childhood.

My mother is catholic & my father is protestant. As my mother had six babies with only seven yrs difference between the youngest & the oldest & my father away on post in the army, there was never any time for "preaching". The only influences I received at all within my life was morning assembley at school & RE classes & everything that I learnt from these just didn't fit with reality as I knew it ie The virgin Mary, Adam & Eve, the apple the serpent & the garden of Eden. Nothing seemed to make any sense & through this I was never compelled to read the Bible or have any interest in developing my knowledge in this area as I couldn't see the point . As I attended protestant schools there was never any real "sell" or "push". The only memory I have of thinking about heaven & god was when my younger brother (he was 4yrs old at the time & I was 5yrs old) was killed by a drunk driver & to help us kids deal with that we were told that he was the brightest star in the sky & that he was in heaven & that he would always be there with us & watching over us.

But I always had a feeling of being watched every day, all my life. I always was aware that there was something of a higher being which I felt from my soul not from any outside or thiird party influences. Although the bible I understand (through 3rd party quotes) discribes God as a vengeful god, (gods wrath) one who commands & says do as I say & not as I do, who is merciless & who refuses to allow any sinner (sinner in who's eyes???) into his kingdom etc etc, although my life has be thwarth with tragedies I have still always felt that "my God" was kind & loving & forgiving, who requested you to be a good loving person but allowed for free will & I have always tried to be ethical, compassionate, good hearted, selfless, kind & considerate of other peoples feelings, although I know I can also be judgemental (which I am working on lol)

Now in comparrison to some I have had a good life & in comparrison to others I have had a traumatic life. I have experienced & suffered many many horrors both mentally & physically directly as well as through other family members & most would question "God" on the basis of these experiences, & through all the low's in my life I have only ever questioned once & that was when it was my daughter who was hurt, as I had spent my whole adult life believing I could & would always be able to protect her because I knew of the signs & the dangers & through me she would be protected & then sadly I learned that I couldn't & only this time did I question & after many months of soul searching did I feel comfortable to believe that "my god" was worthy of my love & belief again. With my own trauma's I drew strength from the knowledge that I had learned from those experiences & that those experiences made me stronger & contributed to who I am today but when it effected my daughter I lost my faith in "my god"

As a young child I would sleep walk & had the same nightmare over & over again that the giant monsters had come in through our bedroom windows & got mummy & daddy & pulled there arms & legs off ( this was late sixties, early seventies & hadn't seen any horror films & too young to read any scary books to prompt or induce these nightmares)

From about the age of eight or nine I had a built in belief system that there were other beings around us that we could sense but couldn't see & then in my late teens I developed a overwhelming urge to seek knowledge of these other beings which I had always subconciously assumed were Aliens, lifeforms from other planets.

So my point to telling you the above is that prior to my own search of knowledge for the truth I have not been brainwashed by any religions so I have not had the struggle of having to break down any preconceived idea's that would cause conflict with my own ideologies.

My conclusions

God, Lord, Creator - I have always believed that these were all titles/ names of "God" & I was unhappy with the vengeful god in the bible so this didnt sit well with my souls feeling of loving energy of god

Now after reading the papers, my understanding has changed as follows
God was En-lil (ruling, vengeful, demanding) & later RA (again the same traits)

Creator - AE (life giving, development of self) - The serpent. AE created us with part of his DNA, we are said to be the essence of God & he created us as perfect." All forgiving

I revisited the below link again today as I felt there was similarities with the Terra paper & I was surprised at how much informaion was duplicated within the two ( I watched these video's 2 yrs ago but immediately thought of them as I read through the Terra)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgZD8s3jPA8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIpiDmHyR8A
Earth - Living library - Garden of life, Centre of life sciences, garden of Eden.

Adam & Eve & the garden of Eden - AE was the serpent, who gave the power of knowing through the knowledge of fruit ( sexuality)

7th day of obedience lessons - Is this Sundays??? Church mass ?? Reaffirmation of brainwashing on a weekly basis???

APA - Is this possibly Bigfoot??

Ice Age - theory that the earth is many billions of years older than our history scripts suggest & that the Ice Age appeared over night ,

http://www.disclose.tv/action/viewvideo ... ntis_1_21/

Free masonary - 9th passage - 9th rite of passage - Elite / Brotherhood /Illuminati

So many gaps that were previousily unfilled without any plausible explanations that resonate with that which I "feel" & that which I "know".

Obviousily a lot more research & investigation required but at least it's more than I had to follow yesterday & I'm excited without shame for the passion it has ignited ( I will be expecting a gift of feathers to appear over the next coupple of days lol).

Many thanx to knownawareness for his courage to bring forth & many thanx to Ridee for the faith to post