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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 12:09 am » by Sketchsi


First off, this site is the best! people actually listen, you will not find a place like this anywhere, so im taking this oppurtunity to set a few things straight.

I am being tested daily by higher beings, I am expected to behave in a near perfect manor...I misbehaved on a few occasions rthis month, i am disapointed with myself,. I was thinking in my head tonight, walking along the road, i visulized myself talking to these beings "its not fair! they are chemtrailing the sky, I cant see the f**kin stars at night, because of those bastard chemtra...." "write it down!" a voice interrupted. So I written it down on my phone and saved it to drafts. Before I say what I written here, Id like to say, I have faith this message will be passed on to the higher beings through the people that "know", and even the people taht dont know, this message will somehow hopefully be seen by higher beings. Lol, i know it may sound crazy to some, but I speak the truth, i find it very diffuicult to lie.
Here is the message.....

Before you judge me, big unknown "wise" voice, lets take a good look at whats going on around the world. Things which are REALLY holding me back (Apart from my behavior). The stars, the most beautiful thing to grace this planet, they help me immensly. And you must know that there are attempts to cover the stars up. With chemtrails, and if you deny that this is a major setback, you must be a complete retard for not noticing or atleast less than wise.

I was also vaccinated numerous times as a baby, another setback. I was pumped with drugs (ecstacy pills, cannabis all that crap) as a teenager, when i was not mature enough to even notice the harm them things do...Im basically f****d, and you expect me to behave with all thezse obvious attempts to keep me from reaching God, and you could give me God in a click of a finger. But I could do it with just the stars once a night. And the amount of times ive begged for help could stretch around the earth 7 times! So you, mysterious wise voice, review the whole situation before condeming me, because this is very difficult, not to mention confusing. All I need is a small part of God to Guide me (a bit more). And I pray you understand without me having to explain everything.....thank you!


I love my dad, i love my Mom, brothers, Sisters (family or not) and I would like nothing more than there whole lives to be spiritual experiences...but looking around, it seems that people are not as happy as they look, the world is in a bad shape, so if you are reading this and you are a higher being kicking your feet back in heaven, do some REAL work, pull your finger out man for Gods sake....thats it heeeeeeeeeeeeer

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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 12:24 am » by Phoenix rising


I'm not a religious but i to admit i have prayed hard for help to help the earth, not to a god as such but to a higher power what ever it is, things have been so painful to me i have offered my life and all my life's thereafter to make this world a better place, i swear knowing how things are i also pray if there is reincarnation that i don't come back here, if this means life has left a scar on me then so be it, it has!... maybe its my fault for letting life get to me and not being strong enough or just maybe i am to sensitive to all that causes harm.

Sadly we live in a world where success is measured by money and celebrityhood rather than spiritual growth and good deeds
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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 12:31 am » by Sketchsi


Phoenix rising wrote:I'm not a religious but i to admit i have prayed hard for help to help the earth, not to a god as such but to a higher power what ever it is, things have been so painful to me i have offered my life and all my life's thereafter to make this world a better place, i swear knowing how things are i also pray if there is reincarnation that i don't come back here, if this means life has left a scar on me then so be it, it has!... maybe its my fault for letting life get to me and not being strong enough or just maybe i am to sensitive to all that causes harm.

Sadly we live in a world where success is measured by money and celebrityhood rather than spiritual growth and good deeds


I know its annoying isnt it? I swear I pray nearly 3 hours a day, ive made huge progress, but something stinks about it all. I can stare at the stars for like 3 hours, which helps me, but I cant look at the fucking clouds for 3 hours. Those higher beings must think im fucking popeye with an overdose of spinach! I know, il commune with the clouds, because they seem to be there more than the stars! Il pray to fucking chemtrails! thats a really good idea! ive tried Jesus, God , angels, everything, ive tried using faith, tensing my body so i look like arnold schwasnigger with vains all over me im trying so hard, ive tried sitting in silence, God if you are reading this, youv let me down!

But back to reality, i dont pray all the time, but man, its shit, i wake up, in the day, look up, more chemtrails in the sky than there is sperm trails inside a porn cinema! put on the t.v, depressing crap local fuckin news, always someone getting killed! makin me paranoid. There are good things that are happening, but i only seem to get them by the skin of the nose, no really it could bve much worse. But then again it could be better

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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 12:52 am » by Phoenix rising


Sketchsi you speak from the heart, i believe as long as you have a pure and well meaning heart it will find its way in the afterlife, in the meantime try and not let things consume you because they will, when you go down the rabbits hole its never ending and never understanding, you can't make sense out of it, its not meant to be understood, a pure heart doesn't understand evil and never will, rather than praying to much try and connect more with nature and appreciate it because that will bring good vibrations, i understand the frustrations because i suffer with them to, but there has to be a balance because it will effect your health in the end
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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 1:05 am » by Sketchsi


Phoenix rising wrote:Sketchsi you speak from the heart, i believe as long as you have a pure and well meaning heart it will find its way in the afterlife, in the meantime try and not let things consume you because they will, when you go down the rabbits hole its never ending and never understanding, you can't make sense out of it, its not meant to be understood, a pure heart doesn't understand evil and never will, rather than praying to much try and connect more with nature and appreciate it because that will bring good vibrations, i understand the frustrations because i suffer with them to, but there has to be a balance because it will effect your health in the end


Yes, if i do bad things that really affects me...but ive had intense spiritual experiences that have lasted hours...and I feel calm, at peace, relaxed, im nicer to people and most importantly I behave...it seems Gods people and hes saints fail to understand this! I do not think this is Gods will, let me explain.

Our will is Gods will, what we want, God wants.

Gods will is NOT our will, what God wants may be very different to what we want. So heres what ive got pictured in my head.

Youve got these "higher" beings in charge, they are not acting in our best interests! they are probally very nice to speak to, but to them, we are just ants. They do not care in there own way, what happens to us, they want us to evolve, but they are not doing it the way God would do it, they are doing it in there own way. Its all about self interest it seems. If all this begging off me is what God wants, ok , fair enough, ive begged and begged, that would be what God wants. If these beings were doing Gods will, id be in the arms of God by now, but evidentually they are not doing Gods will to the fullest. Just my opinion

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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 1:11 am » by juliacamp39


We are not like others. Don't stress about the small stuff. It's all good. Just be yourself, be happy and helpful to others. And if you hit a bump in the road, just remember you passed over it. It's all good! :love:

Now Phoenix, please tell me how I go about setting an avatar/profile pic in here and also, how to copy and paste a picture/video. HTML is from webtv for me....lmao Tired of lurking.

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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 1:15 am » by Phoenix rising


Respectfully Its nothing to do with gods will, its to do with power sucking leeches, if god gave us free will it was to use it, and indeed its used in the wrong way all to often, if god was perfect would he make an imperfect being like us, the human locust, no god is to blame for this shit but we may have learned a few bad lessons along the way from a higher being, a mortal entity at that
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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 1:24 am » by Devilishwork


I totally 100% understand what your saying. I don't believe in a god in the way most religions do. How can you really when there is o much pain going on In the world. You would think with all the prayers from all the people in the world asking for help that "god" would do something. It kind of makes it hard to believe anything is looking over us sometimes.

So many times I've prayed and begged for things to just get better. As I said before I'm not a religious person but I've still prayed. I've hurt enough and seen things you would not believe. Everyday you flick the tv/radio or open a paper it's just war and threats pain and death. Yet still I pray that it will just stop but I never get an answer.

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PostMon Aug 26, 2013 1:28 am » by Phoenix rising


juliacamp39 wrote:We are not like others. Don't stress about the small stuff. It's all good. Just be yourself, be happy and helpful to others. And if you hit a bump in the road, just remember you passed over it. It's all good! :love:

Now Phoenix, please tell me how I go about setting an avatar/profile pic in here and also, how to copy and paste a picture/video. HTML is from webtv for me....lmao Tired of lurking.




:hiho: juliacamp

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PostSat Aug 31, 2013 11:25 pm » by Schizotoxin


I know the feeling all to well, I get pulled in so many directions that I fall apart, but I seem to always remember who I am and build myself back to a peaceful base, that is truly were I reside. They tell me I can handle it, but it drives me insane. I've prayed and prayed seemed to help with certain things, but I have excelled past a certain point, I'm really not religious either, but I just can't say. I have put up messages on my walls, to help me remember not to get all tangled up, but in the end, I know who I am, even if they stray me from myself, temporally.

Stay strong, this is definitely not easy.
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